Today is the 15th September 2009 . Dear dear just called, said his overseas posting will have him leave for Brunei in early November .

Yeah, so i'm left with less than two months .

Mixed feelings, to be honest . But it seems like that's a choice for the better .

That's why, i always hate reality, no doubt, always .

As our date draws nearer, my nervous feeling never fails to increase .

Someone . . . feel me with life please ?